For Wearingthestars

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I wish I wasn't alone.

The words were whispered from inside the relative safety of the tiny closet in Tommy Shepherd's bedroom in Springfield, New Jersey. Whispered because there was no way that he wanted Frank or Mary, fighting in the living room, shouting and screaming, to hear them.

I wish I wasn't alone.

Repeated as Tommy held his hands out before him in the darkness palms up. He put as much conviction behind them as he put into anything he said starting with those two words. He had found rather quickly that whatever this power of his was, it came more readily when he framed it as a wish.

I wish I wasn't alone.

He repeated a third time. Three times always seemed to be the right amount when it came to willfully using his power. Even now he could see the faint green glow of energy radiating from his hands, trying to catch his words and shape them into whate he was asking for. At school he didn't always need it three times. He could feel the energy building in his gut like a tidal wave and crashing over him when he wished the bullies would leave him alone, or that he'd actually gotten a good grade so Mary wouldn't yell at him, or that the shirt that got torn up and bloody was clean so Frank wouldn't hit him for wasting good clothes.

Now, though, the words didn't seem to catch, and after a moment of held breath, the energy faded back, leaving behind only the briefest flash of sparks and static that he had to shake out of his hands. Apparently even magic, or whatever this was, couldn't help him.

It was a stupid wish, anyway, Tommy realized as he pulled his legs up to his chest and wrapped his arms around them. And then, of course, he flinched at the sound of a breaking plate. They were getting bad tonight. He didn't want to be alone, not with them shouting like that. Sometimes it turned into Frank driving off to drink. Sometimes Mary stormed to their room and locked the door, leaving Frank on the couch. The former tended to mean Frank not coming home at all that night, and when he did the next day he smelled like booze and some other woman's perfume. The latter tended to mean Tommy couldn't sneak some breakfast in the kitchen before school, or being caught if he tried and he really didn't want to be on the receiving end of Frank's belt.

“Dammit. All I wanted was someone to talk to.”

He feels the rush of power even as he feels his body go limp and the world go dark around him. It’s a strange mix between a sneeze and passing out. When the sensation passes things are weird. For one thing, he can’t feel his body. There isn’t the cold of his room or the rough drag of his scratchy wool sweater that is too small for him or even the gnawing in his belly. No, there is just the swelling feeling of his magic, a prickly energy across his skin, and this place.

This new place is nicer than his room. There is more space. There are nerdy decorations on the wall. There are no cracks anywhere or dents from fists or broken furniture. He hates seeing how much nicer this place is than his home. But he is more interested in why his magic brought him here. And in the soft green light everything around him seems bathed in. Tommy raises his hand, or maybe just the concept of a hand, and is faced with the scary truth. His whole body is green and transparent. Okay. That is a bit weirder than normal.

Welcome, Tommy Shepherd, to the world of astral projection. And Billy Kaplan? Meet the strange, glowing ghostly boy in your room.

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“It’s like the Maximoffs all over again,” Steve grumbles. “If you boys have eaten, we can get in the quinjet now and...”

“I can teleport us,” Tommy offers. And Cap seems shocked.

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Funny that he should mention that. Billy glances to Tommy, and pointedly away again. It really is like someone just swapped one of their genders and mixed up their powers. Especially with the reveal that Tommy's capable of a lot more than they thought.

"...That's how we got here. Did you not- is it really that easy to break in here??" Billy wonders in amused surprise.

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“I figured you ran in,” Cap admits. “Up the size of the building. Pietro used to bypass our security that way all the time.”

“Idiots,” Tommy mumbles. And he sighs. “Get me a sandwich and I’ll have a quick bite before we go. Magic takes way more energy than electrokinesis.”

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"...I could've just run in here all this time??" Oh. Very bad move Cap. Like hell Billy's not using that information to his advantage now.

He looks amused and shocked at Tommy's tone, glancing to Cap with a bit of nervous laughter.

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“And I feel like I’ve just made a mistake,” Cap sighs. “I’ll go get that sandwich. You two stay here where you won’t get lost or into trouble.”

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"Well that just sounds like a challenge," Billy stage whispers to Tommy, but he ducks his head bashfully a moment later and nods. That's about all the standing up to Cap he can handle for a lifetime.

"...God, Mom is made of strong stuff, I don't know how she managed to yell at him."

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Tommy shrugs and finds a couch to flip down onto.

“This is your last chance to bail you know. The Shepherds aren’t worth meeting. Any of them.”

Let him protect you.

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"I promised," Billy recites easily. "I don't break promises."
Unless shit got real, real bad.

"I can handle it."

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“Don’t hate me because of them?”

And there is the real fear.

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"Wha-?" Billy frowns, and looks to him with surprised confusion. "...Why would I hate you because of them?"

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“They made me like them,” Tommy answers, looking away. “Angry and bitter and scared of the world. And I might get more like them.”

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"..." Frowning, Billy pulls Tommy into another hug so he can promise. "...I will never hate you, Tommy. No matter what. This kind of love in unconditional, no matter if we fight, or don't see each other for a while, or...whatever."

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"I feel like there should be conditions. There should be a limitation," Tommy sighs. But he does like this idea too.

"Don't... hurt them."

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Maybe there are, in some scenario Billy hasn't thought of, but he's certain in this moment at least that there's nothing that can shake his faith and love in Tommy.

"...I won't," he promises reluctantly, frowning softly. It's not a promise he wants to make, but he'll do it.

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"Good," Tommy answers. Because mutants hurting humans tends to get things to go badly. Like what Tommy just went through. He can only imagine the type of weapon they'd make out of his brother.

The guy was too nice to be in a place like that.

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"...But I'm not letting them hurt you either." Not that he thinks they'd be stupid enough to try to in front of Captain America, but if they so much as tried...

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"They can't hurt me anymore," Tommy answers, his voice a little dead. He's got barriers.

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Maybe not physically. Billy nods though, and gives him a final squeeze before pulling back. "That's right," he agrees, trying for a sure and confident smile. They can do this.

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And Tommy should know better. But he doesn't. Because Cap's back with a sandwich. Impressive too. Cut in half, so he hands half over to Billy.

"Would it be better if I didn't come in costume?"

"They won't care," Tommy shrugs.

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For all his standing up to Cap, Billy's back to looking at the sandwich like a proper fanboy. He almost doesn't want to eat it. How many people can say Captain America made them a sandwich? Or...gave them part of one, at least.

"Thank you."

He frowns a little at Tommy's answer. It only colours his opinion of the Sheppherd's that much worse.

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Geez, Billy. Chill out. Tommy rolls his eyes in true brother fashion. And then he relaxes and starts into his sandwich.

"No problem, boys. Teens always need a lot of food."

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Fanboy's gotta fan. But Billy flushes, and tries to gain back some of the cred he'd earned in standing up to him.

He tries to pace himself with the sandwich, though it's still less than a minute before it's gone. That speedster metabolism leaves him pretty hungry, even with the feast of a meal they'd been gifted.

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The food is pretty good and once they're through it Tommy bounces to his feet. He's all nervous energy now. Mostly because he's scared. He doesn't want to go.

"So, these portals of yours, how do they...?"

"Back," Tommy declares, slashing at the air. Green light follows the path of his hand and opens a circle of power, rippling with energy. And he sighs. "We walk through."

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It's probably slightly less startling for Billy, but even he looks wary at the portal and the sheer power of it. He tries to push down whatever worries he has, offering Tommy a determined look, fingers catching at Tommy's hand. They can do this.

"...Let's go then," he encourages, stepping into the light.

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The hand is good. Tommy nods and gestures for Captain go first. The man hesitates for half a second before stepping through. And Tommy hauls Billy through after him, just in time to hear a woman's voice yelp in shock.

"Who, what?" Mary Shepherd asks, almost dropping groceries she'd been pulling out of her car.

"Mrs. Shepherd?" Captain America asks, frowning.